IM SO STUPID!!!!
i dont know anything about htmls,urls...aaarrgh!
LAKERS...
hay naku, we lost..jog's really happy,detroit sya eh!i was heartbroken.
FRIENDSTER
hay naku!saya ng friendster tlga!my friend bianca, whom ive met through my lola in Brunei,found me!they've migrated to Australia, she's taking up nursing (everyone is) and she remebered my whole family.ka-touch tlga!
MABUHAY ANG FRIENDSTER!
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Saturday, June 12, 2004
BACK TO SCHOOL,BUT NOT FOR ME
i'm stil not attending school! june 7 was officially our first day of classes, but i together with my jowa tonet, have not attented any of our class..we have an excuse, we are fixing our accreditation of our subjects from our former colleges, the hassles of being a transferree.
as ive promised myself the whole of summer, I WILL ARRANGE MY BAGS.At last!i fixed my bags and cleaned some of them, and to my surprise i have plenty of bags than what i've expected.my excuse? we have a uniform in school, and the only way i could not get bored is to accessorize and have bags to change everyday.pwede?ok ba excuse ko?
and i have not bought school shoes yet...
as ive promised myself the whole of summer, I WILL ARRANGE MY BAGS.At last!i fixed my bags and cleaned some of them, and to my surprise i have plenty of bags than what i've expected.my excuse? we have a uniform in school, and the only way i could not get bored is to accessorize and have bags to change everyday.pwede?ok ba excuse ko?
and i have not bought school shoes yet...
Friday, June 11, 2004
TOO MUCH TRUST..IS THERE SUCH A THING?
WORLD CHAMPIONSHIPwell, to start off, LA won! love yah kobe! hands down to DETROIT, good defense and you kept me nervous up to the time Kobe sent the game on overtime.whew!
and i have a new crush, MVP Kevin Garnett, my bf's cool with it :p hehe
PUSS IN THE BOOTS
today,jog and i finally watched Shrek 2!!!since the first day of showing, we have been planning on watching the movie but there's always something that we choose to do instead, like watching Troy first, well it was a good choice 'cause we saw Bamboo at the movie house, then he told me he's thinking twice about watching a movie because according to a friend who had seen it, it was "bitin", and so we postponed watching it again...and then yesterday he asked me if i still wanted to see it, i said YES before he could change his mind.
i enjoyed the movie!i felt i was half my age again! sabay kami tumawa ni jog in almost the same scenes! katuwa ni donkey when he drinked the happily ever after potion! and yung style ni puss in the boots pag lalaban sya,yung paawa effect!effective!hehe sabi nga ni jog, i look like him,pag nagpapaawa.sabi ko: what!mukha akong lalaki! hehehe
DILEMMA
my friend jen whom i call pangga, who is also the sister of my bf gave me something to think about... about his brother and his gimik last night. well, my bf told me something, naturally i believed all of it, because i trust him.when i told this to jen, she went "WHAT?". She said if she was in my place he wouldnt believe what his brother told me.with that, i was still firm on what i believe, i told her her brother would tell me everything and wouldnt lie because i dont give him the reason not to tell me the truth.but she got me thinking when i was having dinner, that she could be right, that he wouldnt tell me those other details because he wouldn't want me to get hurt and all...and so, being me i asked jog bluntly if he told me evrything i should know and if he was truthful today. he answered back, "yes, if i was lying i should have just not told you anything at all" with that, i felt calm.
have i been too trusting?or am i just stupid and gullible?
and i believe in intuitions, i didn't feel any with jog.sana langmy intuitions would not fail me.
and jen says i love his brother too much,i'm blinded thats why i believe him. i dont think so, but could she be right?
and i have a new crush, MVP Kevin Garnett, my bf's cool with it :p hehe
PUSS IN THE BOOTS
today,jog and i finally watched Shrek 2!!!since the first day of showing, we have been planning on watching the movie but there's always something that we choose to do instead, like watching Troy first, well it was a good choice 'cause we saw Bamboo at the movie house, then he told me he's thinking twice about watching a movie because according to a friend who had seen it, it was "bitin", and so we postponed watching it again...and then yesterday he asked me if i still wanted to see it, i said YES before he could change his mind.
i enjoyed the movie!i felt i was half my age again! sabay kami tumawa ni jog in almost the same scenes! katuwa ni donkey when he drinked the happily ever after potion! and yung style ni puss in the boots pag lalaban sya,yung paawa effect!effective!hehe sabi nga ni jog, i look like him,pag nagpapaawa.sabi ko: what!mukha akong lalaki! hehehe
DILEMMA
my friend jen whom i call pangga, who is also the sister of my bf gave me something to think about... about his brother and his gimik last night. well, my bf told me something, naturally i believed all of it, because i trust him.when i told this to jen, she went "WHAT?". She said if she was in my place he wouldnt believe what his brother told me.with that, i was still firm on what i believe, i told her her brother would tell me everything and wouldnt lie because i dont give him the reason not to tell me the truth.but she got me thinking when i was having dinner, that she could be right, that he wouldnt tell me those other details because he wouldn't want me to get hurt and all...and so, being me i asked jog bluntly if he told me evrything i should know and if he was truthful today. he answered back, "yes, if i was lying i should have just not told you anything at all" with that, i felt calm.
have i been too trusting?or am i just stupid and gullible?
and i believe in intuitions, i didn't feel any with jog.sana langmy intuitions would not fail me.
and jen says i love his brother too much,i'm blinded thats why i believe him. i dont think so, but could she be right?
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
other blogs,quizzes, oppppppps
visited my favorite blogs.read other people lives.funny and interesting.my boyfriend would laugh at me when he finds out i spent 3 hrs, reading other peoples rants and raves.he would say his current favorite expression "tsk tsk...crazy"
i saw Ala Paredes' site through which i viewed Mich Dulce's blog, and got this quiz,that is actually for blogs.cool!
speaking of boyfriend, he's actually not in a good mood the last time he called,bad trip sya with jen..tsk tsk tsk...i dont want to get in the middle of their "fight".
this is actually the first time i've seen him mad..i mean talked to him...and i'm not actually frightened..it's just that,he rarely losses his temper,kaya i'm kinda worried at the same time mejo sige na nga, takot..hmmm..hope i can cool him down...asus!asa pa me!
i saw Ala Paredes' site through which i viewed Mich Dulce's blog, and got this quiz,that is actually for blogs.cool!
speaking of boyfriend, he's actually not in a good mood the last time he called,bad trip sya with jen..tsk tsk tsk...i dont want to get in the middle of their "fight".
this is actually the first time i've seen him mad..i mean talked to him...and i'm not actually frightened..it's just that,he rarely losses his temper,kaya i'm kinda worried at the same time mejo sige na nga, takot..hmmm..hope i can cool him down...asus!asa pa me!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Music and Love Part 2
6. feels like home: Chantal Kreviazuk – and if you knew how much I wanted someone to come along, and change my life the way you’ve done, it feels like home to me, it feels like home to me, It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong … you feel comfortable, you feel that he’s your resting place…
7. I love you: Faith Evans – my heart belongs to you, so what can I do to make you feel I’m down with you… I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me.. just the line I love you makes everything easy to understand
8. balisong: river maya – never in my life have I been more sure, so come up to me and close the door, you’re everything I wanted and more…another great composition from Rico Blanco, very powerful lyrics
9. noypi: bamboo – well, the song is not really a love song, but it is special because the time my bf, his sister (pangga), and me saw Troy, we saw it with Bamboo because he was also there in the movie house, my bf knowing that I like Bamboo, waited for him outside the men’s room, while I was totally against it because of my hiya, called Bamboo, and asked for an autograph. It was really sweet of him (my bf) and it was a funny experience!
10. would I lie to you – I don’t know who sang the song, but I remember surprising my bf with the lyrics of this song on his email. There was this night on the phone when he was singing this song, telling me “would I lie to you baby?”
7. I love you: Faith Evans – my heart belongs to you, so what can I do to make you feel I’m down with you… I love you I want you You're the one that I live for And I can't take it any more I love you I need you What can I do to make you see You're the only one for me.. just the line I love you makes everything easy to understand
8. balisong: river maya – never in my life have I been more sure, so come up to me and close the door, you’re everything I wanted and more…another great composition from Rico Blanco, very powerful lyrics
9. noypi: bamboo – well, the song is not really a love song, but it is special because the time my bf, his sister (pangga), and me saw Troy, we saw it with Bamboo because he was also there in the movie house, my bf knowing that I like Bamboo, waited for him outside the men’s room, while I was totally against it because of my hiya, called Bamboo, and asked for an autograph. It was really sweet of him (my bf) and it was a funny experience!
10. would I lie to you – I don’t know who sang the song, but I remember surprising my bf with the lyrics of this song on his email. There was this night on the phone when he was singing this song, telling me “would I lie to you baby?”
Friday, June 04, 2004
Music and Love
The soundtrack of my lovelife:
1. Rainbow: South Border- the song reminds me of the phone conversations that starts at 11pm and lasts up to 6am the next day…it’s a very positive love song, very hopeful. Cause I’m always around you and I’ll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me…2. the reason: hoobastank – I’ve found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new, and the reason is you… need I say more?
3. another used to be: joe – now all that’s changed, since you’ve come my way, now I don’t want us to become, another used to be …for someone who has been in relationships, and who is currently in a new one could relate to these lines and would mean every word of it
4. bonnie and clyde: jay-z & beyonce – all i need in this life of sin, is me and girlfriend, down the ride till the very end its me and my boyfriend … I’ve always found this song cute and now, I could really make this one of our songs because my boyfriend can dance well…that simple.
5. underneath it all: no doubt - do you want to love me? underneath it all, I’m really lucky, underneath it all, you’re really lovely… believe me it takes a lot for a guy to like me, much more is to love me. To accept who I really am and still love me underneath it all is really a BIG!
to be continued...
1. Rainbow: South Border- the song reminds me of the phone conversations that starts at 11pm and lasts up to 6am the next day…it’s a very positive love song, very hopeful. Cause I’m always around you and I’ll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me…2. the reason: hoobastank – I’ve found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new, and the reason is you… need I say more?
3. another used to be: joe – now all that’s changed, since you’ve come my way, now I don’t want us to become, another used to be …for someone who has been in relationships, and who is currently in a new one could relate to these lines and would mean every word of it
4. bonnie and clyde: jay-z & beyonce – all i need in this life of sin, is me and girlfriend, down the ride till the very end its me and my boyfriend … I’ve always found this song cute and now, I could really make this one of our songs because my boyfriend can dance well…that simple.
5. underneath it all: no doubt - do you want to love me? underneath it all, I’m really lucky, underneath it all, you’re really lovely… believe me it takes a lot for a guy to like me, much more is to love me. To accept who I really am and still love me underneath it all is really a BIG!
to be continued...
the reason
the reason
I’m in love!
My little brother caught me off guard when he asked me about my new beau. He asked me how was he different from my former bf and how I feel. I told him all the reasons why I love my baby (that's our not-so-unique term of endearment)and how I wanted this to be “it”. When he just gave me his “im-not-convinced-so-I’ll-just-pretend-I-am-look” and I asked him why he simply answered “that’s also what you said about the-ex-bf . With that I had to re-evaluate my feelings and convince myself that this time my new relationship really is for keeps despite what brother have just said.
This only validates most of our beliefs that whenever we are in a relationship, we (both guys and girls are guilty on this) would think that this is “it”. Of course who wouldn’t? I mean we take the risks and be in a relationship, work on that relationship only hoping for the best and make it the one for us.
In this lifetime I’ve fallen in love for a total of 4 times already, plus now, so 5 times all in all. And for all those 4 times I’ve felt love and being loved, it just didn’t last. And for the 5th time I’ve felt it again and sige na nga for the benefit of the talk I had with my brother rather than I say I want this to be it, I would rather say, I hope and I pray that this is it.
Each day, I have the reason to smile and look forward to tomorrow because I have someone I share and end my days with.
I’m in love!
My little brother caught me off guard when he asked me about my new beau. He asked me how was he different from my former bf and how I feel. I told him all the reasons why I love my baby (that's our not-so-unique term of endearment)and how I wanted this to be “it”. When he just gave me his “im-not-convinced-so-I’ll-just-pretend-I-am-look” and I asked him why he simply answered “that’s also what you said about the-ex-bf . With that I had to re-evaluate my feelings and convince myself that this time my new relationship really is for keeps despite what brother have just said.
This only validates most of our beliefs that whenever we are in a relationship, we (both guys and girls are guilty on this) would think that this is “it”. Of course who wouldn’t? I mean we take the risks and be in a relationship, work on that relationship only hoping for the best and make it the one for us.
In this lifetime I’ve fallen in love for a total of 4 times already, plus now, so 5 times all in all. And for all those 4 times I’ve felt love and being loved, it just didn’t last. And for the 5th time I’ve felt it again and sige na nga for the benefit of the talk I had with my brother rather than I say I want this to be it, I would rather say, I hope and I pray that this is it.
Each day, I have the reason to smile and look forward to tomorrow because I have someone I share and end my days with.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Aaaargh!
I hate this feeling.
When you can’t do anything with something that’s been bothering you… or you know you can do something about it but just can’t.
I can’t be mad. I can’t complain. Because I knew that this would happen sooner or later, I knew the situation. It’s a cliché but it’s really easy for us to say, and think that it would be easy, but once you’re in the situation everything becomes different…most of the time harder and painful.
I could only cry about it, it could only be painful. There’s no one else to blame but M-E.
Tomorrow the pain might subside, I might not remember all these drama, I just fear that this will continue to happen (that I might let it continue to happen), or the fates would be on my side and let me be happy once again. Permanently.
When you can’t do anything with something that’s been bothering you… or you know you can do something about it but just can’t.
I can’t be mad. I can’t complain. Because I knew that this would happen sooner or later, I knew the situation. It’s a cliché but it’s really easy for us to say, and think that it would be easy, but once you’re in the situation everything becomes different…most of the time harder and painful.
I could only cry about it, it could only be painful. There’s no one else to blame but M-E.
Tomorrow the pain might subside, I might not remember all these drama, I just fear that this will continue to happen (that I might let it continue to happen), or the fates would be on my side and let me be happy once again. Permanently.
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