lunch
There comes a time in one's life that you enjoy having lunch alone.
I've done it quite a few times but it still surprises me that I actually enjoy it.
Some might find it weird and sad, it's also hard to admit, but I think once in a while a person should do this for self preservation.
Why?
Because sometimes you just want to eat all the carbs you could in peace.
moment #2
self-love?
is there really such a thing? i mean is that how you would describe the feeling of how important you are to yourself? or is that feeling the same as being selfish? I feel that way sometimes, i don't think it's being selfish, i think I just know my worth. (blame my parents for such confidence)
moment #3
paris hilton
do i like her?
i think i like her a little.
because I have downloaded her songs, i enjoyed her latest music video, and in the office i'd always be caught up singing "dadadadadada..."
moment #4
what to eat?
i don't know what causes this, but sometimes when I'm really hungry I don't know what to eat. just like today, when i was about to get out of the office to buy food I didn't know what I would want to eat. It's frustrating because you end up eating what is available and in the end you're not satisfied.
moment # 5
surprise
just when you thought you're doing fine, something happens and it makes you realize you're not.
jog has been out of the country for two months already, but it feels like a year already! i'll be waiting for eight more months, i'm guessing that would feel like years. he tells me i should enjoy, i do, but sometimes i couldn't.
these are just some of my weirdo moments. what's yours?
