Monday, August 28, 2006

taking charge

So finally I got a call from jog. I didn’t realize I was so ecstatic, I was talking too fast and too much he laughed. I was just too happy to hear his voice again, to talk to him on the phone again. Although there was a second or two delay, it was all good.

In a span of 30 minutes everything about our lives for the past two weeks of no communication was covered…About my work and his, if he was eating right, and if his colleagues were nice.

I never imagined it would be like this, I mean I knew it would be hard like this but I never imagined it would bring out the best and worst of our lives. I realized a lot over this few weeks and a lot of good things have been happening. Things have been working out for me with work, and so is he. I realized how much I’ve become dependent of Jog and now I am back to being in charge again. Not that I was not before, but I guess Jog was so dependable so why not make use of it. hehehe I was not like that before but with him kasi I felt like I was being so taken care of and I knew he was there whenever. Ayayay! Saying that makes me even miss him more.

I miss him. Not that bad yet, I know it can get worse but I know I could handle it. Just like last year. It’s just 10 months!

I’m keeping myself busy these days, I need to be occupied so there is no chance for me to miss him. I’ve cleaned our room, our table, my magazines, my shoes, I did two weeks of laundry, I finished the first season of Grey’s anatomy, I made cheesecake, I had pictures developed, recopied and organized. Next on my list is to rearrange my cabinet, update my scrapbook, do some more projects, and bake cookies!

And by the way, this is my first attempt on Adobe Photoshop.



Have a nice one everyone!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

love notes


Jog left last saturday,so today it's been a week. and I've survived. since he left I've only cried once.

I miss him. I miss doing things together-like having lunch, our phone calls, him greeting me good morning/ magandang umaga, his reminders, in short everything about jog.

But I guess what keeps me from being depressed, is knowing why he's not here.Knowing why he chose that carreer. I respect jog and his plans, his dreams. And for as long as I believe in him and his dreams I would continue supporting and loving the guy I met three years ago.

May the force be with us.


Change of Heart

I might take on the challenge. Im actually considering applying for the position, I'm just waiting for a pending application. If that won't work, I will be having Xmas party with MCC.


Technically Single

So jog asks me, "musta pagiging single".

Adjusting. Because now, I don't really need to ask jog's opinion, not that it doesnt matter anymore but because he couldn't give it immediately. I have all the time to myself, which i must admit I do enjoy. But i still miss having someone to make kwneto about how my day went, or someone I could find comfort to when I had a bad day.





Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Every Day We Delay...Day 33 ...1226 Innocent Civilians Killed

Dear friends,
Right now a tragedy is unfolding in the Middle East. Thousands of innocent civilians have been killed or wounded in the bombings in Lebanon, Palestine and Israel and the death toll is rising every day. If the US, Syria or Iran get involved, there is a chance of a catastrophic larger war.
UN Secretary General Kofi Annan has called for an immediate ceasefire and the deployment of international troops to the Israel-Lebanon border, and been strongly supported by almost every world leader. This is the best proposal yet to stop the violence, but the US, the UK, and Israel have refused to accept it.
I have just signed a petition calling on US President Bush, UK Prime Minister Blair, and Israeli Prime Minister Olmert to support Kofi Annan's proposal. If millions of people join this call, and we advertise our views in newspapers in the US, UK, and Israel, we can help pressure these leaders to stop the fighting. Go to the link below and sign up now!
With hope,
kaye
293,977
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