what's up with kikaye?

Hello world!

I’ve not been writing not only because I didn’t have so much to write, but I didn’t have the time as well.

What has happened?

Well, first let me share a shopping anecdote.

Last month during Glorietta’s sale I have chanced upon two delightful shoes.

And so I had the dilemma of which one will go home with me. I so wanted the bling-bling-pink-slip-ons, but the silver one goes well with everything and I could wear it on Fridays in the office. Both we’re in the same price range, but then a lady stepped on my left foot, and left a mark. We couldn’t take it off, and so I knew then which one has to go. I went home with the silver one.

That same night, I had dinner, coffee and breakfast with my two good buddies Joy and Romi. Romi and I havent seen each other in years, the last time I saw her was when a common friend had her debut. Imagine! So that explains how we ended up having breakfast at Jollibee Park Square.
Romi and I catched up, while Joy dozed off at starbucks at 3am in the morning.

at starbucks 11pm

at jollibee the next morning

BOrACAY

Finally, we came, saw and conquered boracay. No words could describe it beauty. And the next time I go there, I’ll make sure I could stay there for a week.

My dude-pare-tol’s birthday

We just had dinner and celebrated it with his family. I didn’t gave him any gift, just the same as last year. V. bad, I know. But I’m just so happy to be spending his birthday again, together.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOG!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!

On other birthdays

My good friend Joy turned a year older this month too. Her birthday reunited the best people I know, my high school buddies. We all missed high school life, all night we kept on talking about our kalokohans, our teachers, our classmates and the boyfriends who didn’t exist at that time could not do anything but to laugh also. Kahit hindi sila maka-relate. It was so nice to see them all again, and know that there are still some things that do not change.


the gang

Crossroads

I believe I’m in that time of my life wherein I wanna do a lot of things but I know better that I cannot afford to make mistakes that could jeopardize my future. I’m very careful making Plan A that could still accommodate Plan B, just in case.

I belong to the generation who wants to do a lot of things at the same time. We are over achievers, never settling for anything less. We want to be a photographer at the same time be the subject, we want to the have the cake and eat it.

We will never be contented in just being successful or being the best, we want to be successful, be the best and happy with what we are doing. We will not exchange our happiness over success.

I’m in a place right now that I really just want to take a step at a time, but that decision needs a lot of courage and support. I need to know that even if I screw up, there would be still people who would love and support me. I just need to know.

There are things in life that I’m still afraid to know, to discover. I’m still a kid who wants to believe and hopes there is really a Santa. Whenever I’m pressured or when I feel bad I run away from negative thoughts and memories. Yes, I’m still immature like that.

I am still a kid. I will always be.